Sunday, October 2, 2011

what I never had..


And I was falling apart
disintegrate as suddenly things do not exist,
leaving pieces of me everywhere,
unwind in a sloppy:
a little here, where I thought he was,
and a little beside you, where ever I was.
I got rid of questions, again and again,
and I redid in sadistic responses
to prove that I had won.
I was disarmed and me
names,
places,
dates,
perhaps love..
Yes, even love,
love that I never had.

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