Thursday, December 19, 2013

something for me, maybe you too..

I had no intentions of blogging today – like any good procrastinator, I planned to put it off until tomorrow – but today evening, I watched something so compelling, so perspective-altering that I felt the need to write to you..
Like everyone else I've done my fair share of bad things. I have spoken badly to my parents, I have lied, I have stolen, I have cheated on test, and I have no need to hide any of it—any of my humanity—because the same feelings that have sometimes led me to do bad, have led me to do good, too. And the rest is pointless because you can’t view things through a black and white lens when we live in a Technicolor world..
The supreme act of courage is that of forgiving ourselves.
That which I was not but could have been.
That which I would have done but did not do.
Can I find the fortitude to remember in truth,
to understand, to submit, to forgive
and to be free to move on in time?
But less "I don't care" and more "I care enough to move on"

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

The Third Vowel

I am spontaneous
am swift.
Quiet the charmer,
Will knock you off your feet.
When you look at me with those jaded eyes
The world moves anticlockwise
Void suffice.
I'm spiritual, not religious.
I’m illogical,
Irrational, irrelevant to some,
& unrequited to some.
I’m patient and strong.
I can make you weak.
When I get a hold to you,
I won’t let go.
I’m in the air,
Between your thoughts.
I’m comforting and euphoric
My reason for being
Metaphoric.
Just when you think I’m out of your reach
I will appear.
Don’t try to find me
I will come in my own time
Show up and show out in my own way.
I will enrapture you.
I will beguile you.
To you
I perplex
With my cerebral cortex
Call it vortex.
I’m misunderstood most times.
Unrecognized by many.
If you’ve had me, you’d know me.
I will permeate your entire being.
Invade your innermost thoughts,
Heal you effortlessly.
Don’t abuse me.
Don’t misuse me.
Don’t try to bind me.
I’m abundant,
Beyond any measure.
Receive me, share me, spread me, bear me
Just don’t fall in love with me..